The word got stuck in my mind after I heard the song ( I know I heard it pretty late) and since I’m a huge romantic 😛 the song became something that I’ve been listening to over and over again for 2 weeks now. Now, what exactly does wonderwall mean?? Well, Noel Gallagher beautifully described it as “someone who will save you from yourself” .
When you hear the song you naturally start thinking about “your wonderwall”.. maybe a crush, a lover, your ex or maybe even someone you’re still waiting for to show up. Initially, I thought of the same things like any other person who relates songs to themselves does. But today when I was flipping through my personal diary/scrapbook (whatever you call it) , this song started buzzing in my mind and as I kept on looking at the pages of this diary that has been with me since I was 12, revealing to me my old self, my phase of change, my new self and all kinds of events I thought were ‘super important’ at different stages of my life and how the type of these events have changed over time, I could see a big smile on my face, the priceless kind.. and bubbles of happiness floating in my heart.
I realized why this song was playing in my head at this time after all. It’s because this small little diary here, that’s seen all of me till now and contains so many precious memories, this diary is the one that made me smile from my heart when I was feeling lost and down. This small trip down the memory lane reminding me of all that I’ve got is what saved me today. This here, is my WONDERWALL. Not one person. Not one feeling. Not a single memory… But my very own journey and my very own feelings. That’s my wonderwall, one that’ll be with me whenever I need saving 🙂 .
Until next time! 😀